I can’t expect to understand me, what I am about, where I come from, or even the lifestyle I have chosen. But, at times I feel like people make me to be an outcast because I prefer something other than their preference. I just don’t understand it.
I alienate myself, not because I like to, but because I feel like I don’t have another choice. I don’t think I am as close to people as I presume. I no longer find comfort in the things I use to. I am not quite sure what people expect me to do, but I only know of what I expect of myself. I expect myself to get me through this semester, I intend to take care of myself as I always do. I graduated with barely any friends I don’t need too many people with their head in my business. I know what it takes to make it, I just need to continue and push on .
those nights where you can’t sleep && you stay up with your bay > > > > THIS IS ONE OF THOSE NIGHTS .